i didn’t even notice the imposter syndrome swallowing me this time. i think i masked it under humility and realisticness. (bleh) i’ve been downplaying my greatness and my ideas for no good reason. not any good reason i can think of anyways. it highkey took an almost stranger to call it out and now i’m mindblown & kinda mad bc how did i not notice that i was making myself so damn small?? like damn nadia, get it together.
& i will. i need to refurbish some self love habits so i can create & be myself again, boldly. think i’ll start with the loved mirror work, which is literally me just standing in the mirror nekkid hyping myself up! prolly some self portraits, too.
i’m not gonna lie, writing this feels WEIRD. but in a good way. i want to get back to the things that helped me dig out of dark places and stretched me in the greatest ways…including blogging. my mental needs it, i think. we shall absolutely see.
*smooches*