lolol, i bet ya thought that i wouldn’t be back this week huh? it’s ok, me neither lol. but i’m feeling rather ya know, good af this week! that’s not to say that everything’s been perfect (at all), but overall the ups is upping!
i think the thing i’m most proud of is pushing myself through the nonsense that i created in my own head. it was weird, it was kind of like i was watching myself lay on the couch every damn day just letting life pass me by as i rewatched the office for the millionth time (it’s still bomb if you’re wondering). so i put my phone down & started cleaning up little by little. then i’d decorate little by little, package my journals and giveaway stuff & before i knew it i had completed all these tasks that i was stressing myself over. this happened over a good ol month so don’t even trip if you’re not ready to give yourself a push, yet.
there’s been a ton of good instances that were small in the grand scheme of things but i took extra time to appreciate them. like me finally getting back on my funky sleep schedule, remembering breakfast, not being upset because my friends are busy, doing my hair, lighting a candle…you get the gist. and now that i’ve been appreciating the small, bigger things are happening & i’m so excited for the opportunities coming my way! if that sounds cryptic, it’s definitely on purpose because i want to keep it close to the chest before i go blabbing about it lol. i’m excited for life…& i’m so thankful for it! just being free & remembering to enjoy & express myself in healthy ways so my head doesn’t explode…i can’t say thanks enough.
->i’m a lil late, but thanks for hanging in there with me! :)
*smooches*